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12/16/05 11:32 pm

One Solitary Life

He was born in an obscure village, the child of a peasant woman. He grew up in another obscure village, where He worked in a carpenter shop until He was thirty. Then for three years He was an itinerant preacher. He never had a family or owned a home. He never set foot inside a big city. He never traveled two hundred miles from the place He was born. He never wrote a book, or held an office. He did none of the things that usually accompany greatness. While He was still a young man, the tide of popular opinion turned against Him. His friends deserted Him. He was turned over to His enemies, and went through the mockery of a trial. He was nailed to a cross between two thieves. While He was dying, His executioners gambled for the only piece of poperty He had-His coat. When He was dead, He was taken down and laid in a borrowed grave. Two thousand years have come and gone, and today He is the central figure for much of the human race. All the armies that ever marched and all the navies that ever sailed and all the parliaments that ever sat and all the kings that ever reigned, put together, have not affected the life of man upon this earth as powerfully as this "One Solitary Life."

Radio City Christmas Spectacular-Live Nativity Scene

I just got back from seeing the Radio City Christmas Spectacular in Nashville. It was INCREDIBLE! Not only were the Rockettes amazing, the costumes were incredible, the music was great, and the live nativity was one of the most beautiful things I have ever seen. I also found it fascinating, that with all this talk of taking Christ out of Christmas, something so commercial and nationally renowned as the Rockettes show, included this spectacular reenactment of the birth of Christ. It was wonderful, they even had real live camels, lambs, and a donkey! Anyway, I thought this story of Jesus they printed in the program was really neat, so I wanted to share it :)

Merry Christmas!!!

10/23/05 04:21 pm

Its been awhile, life is going pretty good. Church this morning (in my opinion) was the best its been all semester. I found out last week I either have to take classes all summer or graduate a semester late. Since I pretty much can't imagine not being at Camp Ozark this summer, I think I've pretty much decided on graduating a semester late. Kind of frustrating, but there's a reason for everything.

P.S. Does anyone know where I can get a Mississippi State ticket?

5/18/05 11:28 pm

Hey ya'll! I hope everyone is having a wonderful summer! Mine has been awesome so far. I am now at the Incomparable Camp Ozark, and it is amazing! I just got certified for lifeguarding, and tomorrow I'm going to learn how to teach dance! Yay! Anyway, not much time people are waiting in line for computers! I love ya'll and miss ya'll...

p.s. My address is...

Rachel Allen
155 Camp Ozark Dr.
Mt. Ida, AR 71957

...Anyone who writes me will definately get a letter in return :)

5/6/05 05:19 pm - It's Over!

Well...Club 225 is empty, all that's left is my computer and I. Its been a good year. Sitting here, brings me back to my very first day at Harris Hall. It was wet and rainy, as I was carrying a load of stuff up, I tripped on the front porch and fell flat on my face. I was ready to go home, I'm glad I didn't. I can't believe my freshman year of college is over, it went by way too fast, 3 years seems so short right now. And 3 months seems so long, although I know it will FLY by! Everyone is gone, soon t-town will be deserted...3 months and it will all start over! Peace out T-TOWN I'll see you in August!!!:)

4/20/05 10:59 am

So I just got the schedule for crimson cabaret tryouts and I'm like freaking out! They cut people twice before the final tryout!! Aaahhh!! Oh well, I'm just doing it for fun anyway, it would be awesome to make it, but I won't be too upset if I don't. I think it will be a cool experience, I hope I atleast make it through the first cut, because saturday afternoon the seniors are going to dance, which I think would be cool to watch. Anyway, keep your fingers crossed and pray for me this weekend! :)

4/9/05 11:17 pm

LiveJournal Haiku!
Your name:chaquitabanana7
Your haiku:make some decisions
that predefine my limits
and more than minutes
Username:
Created by Grahame




Well, being home this weekend was good, even though I was just here. I love being home and getting to spend time with my mom and Stephanie. The dance clinic was ok, kind of pointless, but it helped a little. Brandon's video was hilarious, but it really made me miss having a group of really close friends. I'm really sad my freshman year of college is almost over, someone please figure out how to stop time NOW! This year has flown by, and now that I'm finally setteled into college and getting to know more people the year is over and I'll be gone all summer. I've got to figure out my schedule for next semester, I want to have classes with my friends again, this semester was so much funner than last, as far as that goes, but I can't wait for football season! yum...stadium dogs! I met some guys from Europe this weekend, and they had awesome accents! I couldn't really understand the one from Scotland, but the other one I could(I don't remember where he was from) They've been traveling all over the the world, and they want to move to ALABAMA, who would have thought?! Well, I have to say I love it too! :) I mean where else can you go to the Strawberry Festival, listen to horrible country music, and ride on greasy old carnival rides? I'm the luckiest girl I know!

3/30/05 10:59 pm

Your dating personality profile:

Religious - Faith matters to you. It is the foundation that you build your life upon. You trust that God has a plan for you.
Shy - You are often timid around others, though you will open up when the right person comes along.
Traditional - Modern culture does not move you. You hold traditional values dear to your heart.
Your date match profile:

Religious - You seek someone who is grounded in faith and who possesses religious values. You believe that a religious person can enhance your life.
Traditional - You need someone who is a bit old-fashioned. A person with traditional values and beliefs will perfectly compliment your lifestyle.
Conservative - Forget liberals, you need a conservative match. Political discussions interest you, and a conservative will offer the viewpoint you need.
Your Top Ten Traits

1. Religious
2. Shy
3. Traditional
4. Conservative
5. Wealthy/Ambitious
6. Practical
7. Funny
8. Romantic
9. Big-Hearted
10. Sensual
Your Top Ten Match Traits

1. Religious
2. Traditional
3. Conservative
4. Big-Hearted
5. Wealthy/Ambitious
6. Athletic
7. Shy
8. Funny
9. Romantic
10. Practical

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3/29/05 11:26 pm

Spring Break has been pretty good so far, I've enjoyed just being lazy and staying at home. I've gotten to spend lots of time with my bestest friend stephanie, but unfortunately havn't gotten to see anyone else really. Atleast not anyone that I want too. Today we spent Birthday Tuesday fishing off of Mayday pier, it was much fun, although we did look like complete fools. I don't like being at home, I hate that I don't like it, because I love home, but being here just reminds me of so many things. That didn't really make any since. Anyway, I'm so glad I'm not going to be here this summer, of course I will miss being here with my friends and my family, but it's going to be so awesome to work at camp all summer and meet so many people and hang out with so many kids! I love kids, tomorrow I get to baby-sit for my babies and I'm so excited, I miss seeing them! My mom got kind of mad at me about it because she took the day off, but its only going to be for like an hour and i'll be with her the rest of the day. We're going to go shopping, then I have a doctor's appointment, and then I'm finally going to get to see The Wedding Date! I can't wait! And then movie night with the next door neighbors! Plus Birthday Wednesday=funfetti cake! This could be the best day of spring break/birthday week yet! Hope everyone is having a great spring break or just a great week!

3/18/05 03:21 pm

I want to thank everyone who made this week wonderful! It's not so bad being 19 after all! My mom got here today, and the celebrating continues! Hope everyone has a great weekend!

3/14/05 02:28 pm - Life, love, and other mysteries!

Word of the weekend: canoodling

Spring retreat was great, although i think i got more questions than answers, but that's not necessarily a bad thing. The beach was beautiful I can't wait to go back for spring break, I forgot how much I love it! Its good to be back in t-town though I guess, I need to really start caring about school more. And I also realized I don't have to wait until this summer for God to start doing stuff in my life, so thats pretty exciting too! I kept thinking I can't wait until this summer, and then I realized I don't have to!!! I already need to be seeking God so I can prepare for this summer. And even though I feel like I've grown alot this year, and am definately still growing and closer to God than I ever have been, I still have that whole thing about getting out of my comfort zone which is something I'm just going to have to get over and DO IT!

Thank you Amanda for pointing out how this song is basically me... But oh well, atleast I'm not the only one, Shania Twain wrote a stupid song about it!!! haha!



Am I dreamin' or stupid?
I think I've been hit by Cupid
But no one needs to know right now
I met a tall, dark and handsome man
And I've been busy makin' big plans
But no one needs to know right now

I got my heart set, my feet wet
And he don't even know it yet
But no one needs to know right now

I'll tell him someday some way somehow
But I'm gonna keep it a secret for now

I want bells to ring, a choir to sing
The white dress the guests the cake the car the whold darn thing
But no one needs to know right now

I'll tell him someday some way somehow
But I'm gonna keep it a secret for now

We'll have a little girl a little boy
A little Benji we call Leroy
But no one needs to know right now

And I'm not lonely anymore at night
And he don't know only only he can make it right

And I'm not lonely anymore at night
And he don't know only only he can make it right

I'm not dreamin' or stupid
But boy have I been hit by Cupid
But no one needs to know right now

No one needs to know right now...

3/14/05 11:18 am

I don't want to be 19, I'm just going to stay 18 forever.

2/28/05 10:27 pm

Some thoughts on Moral Boundaries....(Not my thoughts, I stole them)


Many people have a warped idea of what relationships are supposed to look like, feel like, be like. And that relationships, as God created them to be are usually far from that in reality.

The question begs to be asked, why is that? Why do relationships look so drastically different from the way God intended?

I believe there are two primary reasons as to why relationships look so differently in the world’s perspective as opposed to God’s perspective. I believe the world has two basic lies that it puts out there regarding relationships.

The first being that relationships are more about the individual person than they are the couple. That relationships are not about the “two becoming one”, but more about the individuals “getting things”. I think that’s why so many relationships end up full of fighting and resentment. Because the individuals haven’t realized that the relationship does not revolve around them as individuals. That’s why you don’t see a lot of compromising or complimenting going on.

But can I submit to you that there is more to relationships than what you can get out of it. God intended man and woman to compliment each other. Not to compete and drown each other out with their selfish desires.

The second main lie of the world is that there are no consequences for poor moral decisions. And when I say moral, I’m talking specifically about sexuality. The world tells you that you can do whatever you want to, with whoever you want to, as often as you want to, and it not effect you.

The world says take it to the limit. Go as far as you can. Experience as much as you can. But the world’s limits are way out there on what you should do. They are so far removed from where God’s heart is for you morally. Think about a show like Elimidate. Where people get kicked off because they don’t show enough skin or won’t be crazy enough. This is the world’s idea of relationships.

So the question begs to be asked, how far should I go? And my answer is this, as far as you would want the person you’re going to marry to go with the last person they dated before you married them. You go as far as you would want your future husband or your future wife to go. And you set your standard by that.

You have to decide that you’re going to make some decisions that predefine my moral boundaries. That predefine my limits. And more than likely, they are going to put me out of sync with society or the industry standard or with what my friends think. But you have to decide that you would rather take extreme measures on this side of the line than have to take extreme measures on the other side of the line.

2/26/05 08:51 am

I hate this constant feeling of sadness and not being able to control how I feel! And I HATE cramps! I'm not really sad, I just can't help feeling like I am. Oh well, atleast it waited until today instead of ruining my weekend! I had fun in the ham with amanda. Mexican times two plus ice cream, what more could a girl want! i feeling so unsure about everything right now...this summer, next year, of course this could all be due to tbe before mentioned inability to control my emotions. Church was great this morning! its always great, i love Calvary, and I love everyone there. But, I just hate how its so divided. Those who are on leadership and those who aren't, and its like you have to be invited to do leadership. And I know some people are meant to be leaders, and others like myself are not, but that doesn't mean I don't want to be involved. I don't know, maybe its my imagination, but if so I'm not the only one. I might try out some other places, we'll see, I'm excited about the new guy coming, so maybe things will change, who knows...A while back my sister told me there were no "real" people, and i told her she was just cynical and that she was wrong, that I was real, and there were lots of real people. Now I'm not so sure, after all, how real am I if I can't even really say what I'm feeling half of the time; and lately it seems like noone is real. I mean how can we expect to have relationships with people if we lie to ourselves. I do it all the time, usually about stupid stuff, but i do, luckily I have a best friend who knows everything about me, and can usually call me out on it. But despite my doubts, I know my sister is wrong, there are lots of amazing people out there, real people who spend every minute of their lives trying to glorify God, trying to be the light of Christ in a sometimes dark and seemingly hopeless world (as cheesy as that may sound) I believe that with all my heart, and I try to be that kind of person everyday, and I hope and pray that people who know me and even people who don't, see that in me. I cannot wait until this summer I think its going to be an amazing experience for me to grow as a person and as a leader. And hopefully I will want even more to be a teacher after spending the entire summer with kids!! This was a little deeper than my usual entries, but I've had alot on my mind lately and I wanted to share it with you guys! (As my computer is broken I have alot of time to think in my room!!! Not a good thing!) :P

2/21/05 10:37 pm

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You are a drumstick.



Absolutely insane. That is how most would describe you. You aren't afraid to take risks, and enjoy putting yourself in strange situations. Most people hang out with you because of your hilarious sense of humour. You light up any bad situation, and can help all of your friends with their problems, except for your own. Because of this, you enjoy being around people like you. Many shut you out for your very weird, random personality, but honestly, you shouldn't care.

Most compatible with: Guitar, and another drumstick.


Click here -- What Random Object Represents Your Inner Self?
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I don't know that I completely agree with this, but Katie(across the hall) tells me I'm pretty crazy! So I guess its partly true. Just got back from Bravo to Broadway a little while ago. I really enjoyed it, I mean toward the end I was getting a little restless, since it did last for 2 and a half hours, but it was really good. Way better than the two hour symphony I had to go to yesterday! :P But anyway, its going to be a busy week as usually, but Friday I'm going to B'ham with Manders! And then I think my parents are coming to the bball game saturday! So that will be good, I've been missing my mam! And then next weekend Manders is coming home with me! WOOt! And mam already said she would make fried chicken, mashed tators, green bean casserole, and rolls, so I'm SUPER excited!!

2/18/05 12:21 pm

+Today is friday!
+Stephanie is on her way!!!
-I think, I havn't heard from her.
+Stepsing is tonight!
-I'm hungry
+Morgan got her cd's and it made her day!
+My birthday is less than a month away
-I won't get to celebrate birthday week with steff
+Road trip to NC and late celebration
-Mom will probably say no
-Not going to Mexico
+Get to go home
+Camp Ozark is going to be awesome
+/- I'll be gone all summer
-I dont' get to go to Texas
+I found my cousin on facebook
+I get paid for both my jobs today, so I'm going to have money!

2/18/05 11:42 am - Everyone else is doing it!


~chaquitabanana7~



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2/18/05 01:10 am - TACO BELL ROCKS!!!

Nothing tastes as good as Taco Bell at one o'clock in the morning! AND they are totally open until 4! So if we get hungry again in a little while, we can go back!!! However, we should've gotten bigger drinks, guh, what were we thinking!!!

2/13/05 10:07 pm

Well kids, its been a crazy few days!! Ok, i'm lying i've done absolutely nothing of value all weekend! Well, thats not entirely true either...anyway, I've decided I'm not going to Mexico for spring break, which kinda sucks, but i think its best. I really wanted to go, but since I'm not going to be home literally all summer, not even in the beginning or end, except for a few days, just enought time to pack; I thought I should atleast grace DA with my prescence for spring break. Plus I'm going to miss my mam, and my stephanie, and everyone else so much this summer, hopefully i will be too busy to get homesick though. I'm so excited about getting to serve God in such an awesome and FUN way!! My birthday is one month and 2 days away!! Woohoo! Big 1-9, now I can go to clubs!!! YES! Not really, although I was really upset that I missed out on Elliot Morris earlier this year. Well thats all for now folks...me and kathleen are dancing in our underwear!!!:P

2/11/05 09:40 am

HipHipHooray!! Well, my Camp Ozark interview went wonderfully!! I got the job! They don't have any counselor positions open for the beginning of the summer, so the first half I will be doing kitchen staff, and the second half I get to be a counselor!! I'm so freaking exciting!! My mom's really sad though, happy for me, but sad that I'll be gone from May 15 to August 14! Which yes, that is an incredibly long time but its going to be awesome!! I did however sweat ALOT during my interview! I don't know what my problem is the guy was so nice, and I wasn't really even nervous, I'm just a freak!! Anyway, I hope everyone has a great day! Here's where I'll be spending my summer if you're interested...

www.campozark.com

Take a look, its incredible!!!

2/8/05 10:50 pm

I just downloaded itunes and imesh!! So now I can upload all my cds AND download songs!! Yahoo!! Anyway, going home this weekend was great, I got to spend some time with my MAM, had a great day of shopping, got to hang out with STEPHANIE, and the Brandons' which is always a good time! Now here I am back in t-town, where the sun NEVER shines! Ok thats exagerating a little bit, but seriously its so depressing, my mood really changes with the weather, so its very hard for me to be cheerful! But I'm trying!! :) Boys have really been making me angry lately! I know they are not all bad, but why some punk highschool junior thinks he can date a freshman and break her heart makes me want to break his neck!!! Ugh, I'm so frustrated!! Anyway, my life has been pretty uneventful lately, besides being in class all the time, or at work, or baby-sitting, I don't do much. College isn't all its cracked up to be, I mean its fun, but I miss my friends and being able to just hang out and have fun with people who KNOW me! Oh well, hopefully I will eventually have friends like that here!
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